*Sigh*

Christ, I'm such a...well....I don't know. We just spent an hour and a half on the phone even though he has to be up in five hours for work. We didn't want to stop talking even then but I insisted (mostly selfishly because we're going out tomorrow and I don't want him to be tired). We decided that I was going to head to his place and we're going to get dinner (there was talk of grilling out but we nixed that). After dinner we're going to watch a movie....

He's just so well-suited to me. I forgot about him. Well, not completely but being older and wiser now I'm learning to look for the things that are actually important as opposed to those I think are important. He's in film. He's into film. He loves to travel. He knows Neil Gaiman. Has pics of Tori Amos. Took a picture of IKEA when he was in Sweden just to get a pic of IKEA in the "motherland". He knew exactly which scientist I was referring to on exactly which show on exactly which topic on the History Channel. He's an atheist. He keeps vodka in the house. I make him laugh. He thinks I'm pretty. I've had sex with him a hundred times before but it's been so long ago that I'm nervous all over again. Not that we'll have sex. Just that I'll be around him. I cannot explain how awkward and yet completely comfortable it is to be around someone who's seen you naked but not in forever so now it's like you've never met only he's seen you naked but not for years but still he's seen you naked.

On our first date we went out to dinner and went to see Chicago. He actually wanted to see it and really liked it. He's that kind of guy. I can take him to Paris or take him to the theatre or introduce him to my parents and he will never be uncomfortable and will always be confident. He matches me intellectually and Jesus Christ, that's important. You can't fix stupid....

He has incredibly beautiful eyes. Eyes I get to look at all afternoon and evening tomorrow. We're getting together around 3pm. We're both saying it's to miss rush hour but I'm pretty sure it's because we really can't wait to see each other.

Coach who?
Chris who?
Mark who?

I am a happy, happy soul. And my little green sundress? She's going out tomorrow....