No, it's not bad. I feel like I've just been set free. I feel amazing. I'm not sad anymore. It's like he gave me this huge fucking gift and I didn't see that it was a gift. I saw it as rejection but it's so not even close to rejection. In fact, it's the closest thing to what love really is and really should be that I couldn't even recognize it.
I am happy from my soul. I've been happy lately. Happy a lot. But I cannot remember when or if I have ever been happy inside my soul and I am. He made my soul happy.
I feel like a little girl. I feel like Squish. No one has had a chance to hurt me. Nothing bad has happened to me. I have everything ahead of me. I feel clean.
I feel clean.
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