Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Gawd

Feeling super lousy. Drove home this morning and started to cry and haven't stopped all day. I keep telling myself it's okay. I'm just healing. It's a process. I can't be happy every single minute. Happened to be talking to L when it started and he was great. He talked to me all day. Tried to help me calm down.

Bought a bottle of vodka. Took a shower. Impromptu notdate with L in a little over an hour. At his place. I'm going to walk in the door, get a super amazing hug and then sprawl out on his couch with my head in his lap. Let him rub my back. I can't wait. And we're having lunch together tomorrow.

I love notdating this guy.

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