Seriously

I haven't felt pretty in I don't know how long and I must have been looking at someone else that whole time because I'm beating them off with a stick here. Remember funny, smart, no weird sex stuff guy? Yeah. Him. He texted me last night when I was with L and I couldn't for the life of me even remember who the hell he was. He was snarky too....said I never called him or texted him at all (which isn't true - he never responded). I texted him this morning and told him I'd tried but when he didn't respond I moved on. Well, he just called me. Wants to go out tonight.

I can't do it. Just can't. I have absolutely no desire to see anyone else. We are having movie night tonight but L can't make it. I'm bummed.

I think I will take a nap and have rememory dreams...