Well, I may or may not have done a really good thing today. L has a film degree in post production. He's not using it currently but would really like to. Thom hates editing so Trip needs an editor. L is an editor. I just set up a meeting between Thom and L for this Thursday to discuss his editing work and possibly get him hired on at Trip. I could potentially be working and traveling with L for a long time. In fact, we just landed a deal with Starwood Hawaii and need an editor for that so that would be his first assignment and that would mean I would be in fucking romantic as hell Hawaii with L.
And I can't touch him.
What am I doing? He's excited, nervous, happy. I did that. We're going out for lunch after the meeting so we can talk about how it went. Yay, another notdate. Maybe he's back in my life so I can do something for him. Maybe this is a chance to do something good for someone else just because I love him and want the best for him. And maybe this will help Trip and I'll be doing something good for the company too.
Maybe in Hawaii we'll have a few too many Mai Tais.....there's this great little place in Lahaina....
Or maybe I've just destined myself to a long future spent in close proximity with someone I can't have. Why do I do this shit to myself?
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