Aunt Sarah

Everywhere I turn there's a tween and teen kids looking to me and there is no more truth than to the fact that I am a bad role model

I let the beast in too soon. Oh, darlin', it's so cute you think you know how crazy I am. Baby, fast as you can run, free yourself of me, fast as you can.

And the worst part is when I actually disapp0int them and I can feel that they expected more of me and less of their parents and were most disappointed because it was ME that let them down.

I'm not mother, I will neve be a mother, so why does everyone want me to be mommy? Act like mommy? Pretend to be mommy?

FUCK YOU. I DON'T EVER GET TO BE MOMMY. HOW DARE YOU ASK ME TO BE BETTER OR EVEN EQUAL???? FUCK YOU

Stupid fucking bitches that just get pregnant any fucking time and have babies and choose to STOP or NOT have any babies FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

don't you DARE ever fucking ask me to act like YOU would with your kid. I AM NOT THE MOMMY. I have no qualms not ACTING like a mommy would act because this is the real fucking world and I am a real fucking woman and if you don't like what your children see in me then CHANGE THE FUCKING WORLD. This is reality and if you're a good fucking parent then I am a good fucking role model. I AM REAL. ARE YOU FUCKING REAL????

I honestly think for better or worse I would still be ME. Even if , ESPECIALLY IF, they were MY kids. because i would want the children that i will never have to be the....this is fucking STUPID. i will never have kids.

Fuck My Life. Oh my god find a cure for my life.

How DARE you fucking stupid bitches have baby after unwanted baby and i can't, i can't, i can't. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

WHY AM I SO FUCKING BROKEN? WHY? JUST ONE. JUST ONE. JUST ONE.